Sometimes I read really old stuff. I mean REALLY old stuff from when I was in middle school. My first thought is 'Dear gods... I think I was practicing to be in a sit com drama' and other times I did have some pretty deep damn thoughts.
But a huge humongous part of my past was less real life friends, of which the few who count are still in my life or thought of in great frequency, and there certainly is no shining spot for assholes. All they got was a check in my list of 'Mistakes not to make again' and moved on.
No. A huge part of my life and what made anything terrible able to be solved was roleplay. I loved it. I adored it. It was writing and I could write with other people. The fact there was a surprise as to another actions fascinated me. I adored having a character less for matching them with characters (although this often happened because well it seemed inevitable with my characters. They like having personalities and tell me to write these things sometimes.)
but I loved being in the worlds. I loved having my character interact with others as if I was really there. As if Itisha was off beating the snot out of some punk jerk shaman or Mailia was off saving the world from heartless and blasting a giant ass hole in the door leading to the Second District in Traverse town.
My place I flourished was AWFF.
Roleplay and AWFF memories always went hand in hand. Kingdom Hearts ultimately went to AWFF.
All World Final Fantasy
My home away from home.
I found it searching for the full five minute version of Utada Hikaru's Simple and Clean. Which by the way was nigh impossible, but I did it. Right on AWFF's main page was that song. I poked through and they even had Legend of Dragoon on there and I was hooked in the awesomeness of it all.
Then I registered and poked through the forums and found roleplayers there. It was awesome. So in a stunt to just feel at home. I started the first in about 7 threads of Kingdom Hearts roleplay where Mailia grew. Changed. Personality formed. History made. Rose created. Both of them. Friends met, stories made and it was amazing.
At that time I must have been about gosh... I forget. I was close to being 12-13 years old. I met one of my closest friends (still close) Gin. Lived across the ocean from me, but it was odd that we clicked so well. We spoke easily despite the language barrier and we could talk when things drove us crazy. I was at that level of determined to at least catch an hour or two of chatting that I would wake up at 3 in the morning to match his time zone a bit and chat to him. I was a crazy youngster like that. Probably the only time I willingly went to bed early and woke up early ever back then. xD Because it certainly was not for school.
Certainly one of the very few men in my life that I cared about as more than a friend without ultimately wanting to murder them with my truck. Now he is in league with my small group of close best friends :D
Life whisked me away when AWFF went down without my knowing. I felt lost without it, although I was blessed to have a few friends I did keep in contacts from AWFF and those who weren't from there. They kept me sane. They roleplayed with me.
Even listened to my emotionally driven ranting I had to get off my chest. Such amazing people.
When AWFF came back (as I checked on a lark. Because AWFF was just that important to me) I was ecstatic.Even more so to see that one person there I would recognize without a doubt because hell he never changed his screen name. Gin.
I signed up, built a new little home in the rp section. Made a wonderous friend out of Vaidia (who is fantastic seriously. She freakin rocks the socks off stuff with her writing) who I believe I knew in the old AWFF but alas I was a shy girl and stuck to things I knew.
The second time around I went to other threads and made friends with everyone. Chatted with them. When on to make a nifty chibi thing for everyone. I was happy and then sad as the thread was dying and thusly taken down.
But forever. I know. I have friends from there. People still lurk around that I know and we recognize each other and go HI THEEEEERE OMG HI
It will be a huge awesome part of my life. Roleplay as a word will always take me back to those memories. And I will certainly grow up telling my son about all of the silly conversations and adventures that place had because it was awesome.
SO without further aidue I shall list of people's usernames I can remember. (Or their nicknames/real first names)
Gin
Vaidia
Rezner
Perry (Flashback)
Till
Plastic
Artifical
Gav
Meena
Adrian
Chloe
Juan
Kite
Ash
Hinata
Allison
Stephen
Prince Lefty
M (It starts with an M he used to help mod the page... Mavrick? There probably was one of those two. Hah I forget)
Steven
Kimmie
And anyone I forgot. Thank you. So very much for making a huge impact on my life :D
I love the hell out of all of you.
I would also appreciate any of my old AWFF friends to help me finish up this list with anyone I may have forgotten. Thank you!
--- Gaint Planet Load of Cookies from Anaia
28 July, 2012
19 July, 2012
Anaia Mischievity's Bio
Name: Anaia Mischievity
Age: 175 (Appears to be in very early 20’s)
Sex: Female
Species: Mutant (goddess)
Height/Weight: 5’11” / 135 lbs
Appearance: Tall and
slender with very pale almost white skin (similar coloration to the moon with a
slight grey/blue undertone) if she becomes enraged the blue facial markings she
normally hides show as well as turning her entire flesh a light blue. Eyes are
a light leafy green. Hair is straight and black with electric blue streaks
coming from it (hair reaches down to her hips) Face is gentle and slender as to
garner trust with the same effect coming from rounded bright eyes.
Powers: Chaos Factor-
Random events perceived as accidents occur. (examples being keys locked in a
car, things falling, being knocked over) Being the goddess of Chaos represents
fluid change thus accidents breaking the stagnation of Order. This can be
controlled somewhat by Anaia although harder when she starts having higher
emotional states such as joy, anger, annoyance, or anything stressful. When at
the school Professor Xavier can help keep it under control for her although it
does not seem to completely prevent the minor everyday accidents nor any heavily
emotional moments. If she enters a state of complete rage then the “accidents”
are more severe and can be life threatening.
Telekinesis- Limited to moving objects and somewhat tied
into her ability to use her own electrical current of the body to conduct and
use that in short bursts or singular long ones.
Bending of Truth and Lie- Anaia can force the truth out of
someone or force them to lie. There is also the ability to make a person
believe that lies are really the truth. Needs physical contact to work.
Other abilities: With bending truth and such, Anaia came to
find that she can also bend other things although she is still learning. Thus
far she can influence sleep upon someone when she wills it. Anaia also knows
how to fight in melee combat.
Personality: Enjoys the constant flow and change of
everything especially human beings. Variety for her is most certainly her
favorite spice of life as it is a chaos in itself. That said, this gives reason
as to why she joined with the X-Men as they were the most varied group with
unpredictable outcomes. Lively and always enjoying the occasional prank if
things start to seem far too dull. Incredibly friendly with everyone and when
needed she is capable of being polite as she was taught Asguardian’s should
act. There is a small wall between her and others, as only very few are allowed
to learn the darker secrets of her being. If you are allowed close to her, expect
that she will become protective if you become seriously hurt but also expect
that she is going to help nudge things along for the sake of seeing how events
will turn out. As a past time she seems to enjoy playing matchmaker or causing
little events to happen that could lead to those who normally are too shy to
admit feelings for each other to do so.
Is very easily amused at small accidents and mayhem. Especially if it is her doing (Random occurrences
of bad hair days like a hair dying accident making someone’s hair bright pink)
History: Anaia is the youngest daughter of the god Loki and
the goddess of Insanity (who I don’t have a name for yet) . With the mix of Mischief and Insanity she
came into being the very young goddess of Chaos. Anaia was born before Thor was exiled onto
earth.
Anaia inherited the Ice Giant bloodline from her father thus
she has blue markings on her face that she hides unless she becomes upset,
although she did not learn about this until later and assumed it was a birth
mark. Most of her early life was spent
with her mother in Asguard although she often was able to spend time with Loki
and Thor as well when they were not busy with other duties. As a child she came
into her own powers and often was an impish child causing small havoc when she
played. Loki especially admired this and helped foster her love for chaos and
change, even teaching her how to hone her ability to bend truths and lies.
With her ability to charm those around her, she nearly had
even Odin wrapped around her little finger, often getting her out of many
punishments for the lesser troubles she had caused. Thor was her very favorite
uncle and usually she was even able to get him to teach her how to fight giving
birth a fire to her love of battles and appeal to those who enjoyed them as
well.
Anaia took all of her teachings to heart, seeming to learn
them and flourish. Between Odin, Thor, and Loki, she had learned to fight, to
bend those to her whims without even using powers, but she also learned when it
was appropriate to do so. For all of the charm she had, it seemed Anaia
inherently knew that Odin was to be heeded making her seem far wiser than her
age would seem to allow.
Unfortunately, she was present for the interruption of Thor’s
ceremony and blamed herself without need of the Ice Gaint’s small invasion that
day. Despite Loki’s reassurances, the Goddess had made to do her own investigation
of what happened, leaving her absent from Thor’s plans to fight the Ice Giants which
led to his exile. When Anaia returned to find Thor gone, she had gone to ask
Odin why and instead had overheard Loki demanding to know why his heritage was
kept from him.
Thus she discovered her own heritage as well and left
Asguard to visit earth in hopes to find Thor. Unfamiliar with being on Earth,
she unconsciously was causing accidents without meaning too which led her to
meeting the X-Men and thusly Professor Xavier. This kept her from locating her
uncle, although eventually she discovered events turned out in Thor’s favor yet
also her father’s betrayal of Odin and his sibling.
Also, with the knowledge she was trapped on Earth with the
Rainbow Road broken, she decided it was best to integrate her life with those
around her and soon began to take in lessons humanity and mutants had to offer
her. This fostered a love and caring to control just how much chaos she allowed
and to keep some sort of balance between Order and herself. With such, Anaia
finally allowed herself to have friends, starting with Mileena.
Other: Best friend ever is Mileena, who she protects and
always tries to have her best interests at heart, even if she does sometimes
give a little trouble to the woman. Her favorite thing to tell her friend is
that if Anaia was not there, then life would most certainly be boring.
18 July, 2012
Photobucket is being Lame Plus I am a dork
I love playing with flash games that involve dressing dolls. I am a goof like that. As such you now get a whole blog entry with my silly creations because sometimes at 2 AM I cannot draw but i still want pretties. xD
This would be Kia after she decides she wants to make strange colored hair again. She would not be Kia if she didn't have some random color going about! xD
Kia if she got a sort of semi-stage between her full Demon state and Hunter state. Lack of needed color options (I needed black for her skin markings) But I still like it :)
This is a take on a character Anaia that I made for Shaman King and has recently gotten revamped slightly as an alternate character as well. She goes into the X-Men verse and well... everyone is screwed xD
These are her 'Imma out for the night to party <3' Clothes.
These are her 'Imma out for the night to party <3' Clothes.
13 July, 2012
Giggle Worthy Blurb
Because I laughed my ass off at this way too easily:
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"Kia, wake up! Someone brought breakfast! It has bacon!"
"Bacon sounds good... but I am tired... I'll make bacon later..."
"But Kia! Look at who brought you bacon! You wouldn't want him sad would you?"
"... ... why does it sound like something is dripping on the floor?"
"Good Morning, Kia! I heard you like bacon! And it is your birthday, so here you go! Just for you!"
"First of all, my birthday is not today. Second of all, please tell me you are wearing something other than that shirt and is that SYRUP you are dripping on my floor?!"
"Why yes! You noticed! I decided to be 'sweet' and make sure I gave you a wonderful wake up!"
"Kia! You need to try this bacon! It is really good!"
"Aria, stop eating the bacon! Dust get out of my room! I don't want you half-naked in my room with breakfast!"
"I think she is just jealous that I am enjoying your bacon and she isn't."
"I really thought she liked bacon. You told me she liked bacon."
"She does, but she gets grumpy if she wakes up before noon. Don't mind her. I for one like the bacon. Happen to have Kai out there with some eggs?"
"No, but I am sure he would do that if you asked."
"That's it! If you don't leave, I will!"
"... well now she is gone. Maybe you should have worn some pants."
"But I thought she would like it better this way... although my wings are feeling kind of sticky."
"Maybe you should follow her and ask her to bathe you!"
"Excellent idea!"
"Bacon sounds good... but I am tired... I'll make bacon later..."
"But Kia! Look at who brought you bacon! You wouldn't want him sad would you?"
"... ... why does it sound like something is dripping on the floor?"
"Good Morning, Kia! I heard you like bacon! And it is your birthday, so here you go! Just for you!"
"First of all, my birthday is not today. Second of all, please tell me you are wearing something other than that shirt and is that SYRUP you are dripping on my floor?!"
"Why yes! You noticed! I decided to be 'sweet' and make sure I gave you a wonderful wake up!"
"Kia! You need to try this bacon! It is really good!"
"Aria, stop eating the bacon! Dust get out of my room! I don't want you half-naked in my room with breakfast!"
"I think she is just jealous that I am enjoying your bacon and she isn't."
"I really thought she liked bacon. You told me she liked bacon."
"She does, but she gets grumpy if she wakes up before noon. Don't mind her. I for one like the bacon. Happen to have Kai out there with some eggs?"
"No, but I am sure he would do that if you asked."
"That's it! If you don't leave, I will!"
"... well now she is gone. Maybe you should have worn some pants."
"But I thought she would like it better this way... although my wings are feeling kind of sticky."
"Maybe you should follow her and ask her to bathe you!"
"Excellent idea!"
05 July, 2012
Story Time!!! ~ More Expressions Champagne POV
By popular demand I am posting a little bit I wrote for Champagne and Hao continuing the fluff. This is still written in third person but more or less in Champagne's POV (there is a term for it but I forget at the moment)
Anyway, ENJOY!
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Anyway, ENJOY!
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The king was being mysterious, asking her to bring her
tattoo equipment again after her last visit. The past couple of weeks had been
busy for her, making time to visit him after her last appointments. Although
exhausting, she found she enjoyed listening to the stories of his past. She was
even getting to know the cats that began frequenting the home as well, making
sure she started to bring little snacks for them.
There was one particular white and orange cat that followed
her everywhere, and she wondered silently if maybe Hao asked it to stay with
her. Either way, she did not mind it and even gave it a collar with little
stars all over it much to the king’s amusement. Looking down to the feline she
gave a smile, “We are going to see all your friends today, Fiona, isn’t that
great? I wonder if Hao wants me to add more to the phoenix today.”
A meow was the reply as the feline bolted ahead to catch a
bird in the air, missing by seconds when it took off into trees. Tail lay limp
as Fiona eyed the tree before Champagne caught up and shook her head, “You will
get stuck up there if you go after it. Then I will be late seeing Hao. Then he
will worry and come looking for me. We don’t want to worry him.”
The cat gave her a reproachful look before slinking off
after her, peering back at the bird as if promising revenge then bolting
forward once more to reach the home before she even did. A laugh as she
continued onward before slowing down when someone stepped out into the path.
Carefully, she made her way to navigate around the fairly tall man, uttering a
polite ‘excuse me’.
Long dark fingers grabbed her shoulder, stopping her, “You
are his girlfriend, aren’t you?” The voice seethed with anger, and she looked
up silently, taking in the image of dark eyes matched with similarly dark skin
while he bared his teeth at her. Black straight hair was down to only half an
inch as though growing back from a buzz cut.
“I’m not sure who you are talking about.” She replied
calmly, smile vanishing into a blank state, “I apologize for being unable to be
of any help.” The girl did not try to pull her shoulder away, carefully making
sure that she did not suddenly trigger any knee-jerk violence.
Although that seemed like it would be happening regardless
as he dug fingers into the bone, “You know exactly who the hell I am talking
about. You walk here every day to see that monster. You’re probably having sex
with him too.” The girl did not react to the words, not allowing him to know if
such things were true or not. While she wasn’t doing anything to that extreme,
she supposed people’s minds would assume such a thing anyway.
Hands kept ahold of her belongings and she shook her head
slightly, “I am fairly certain he has bigger things to worry about rather than
me. I would rather not have your time wasted.” The man sneered at her before he
started to move onwards, making movements to drag her with.
Feet dug into the ground slightly, eyes keeping on him with
absolute calm, “Please leave Hao alone. I know you are mad, but killing him
won’t solve anything nor bring anyone back.” A snarl and she was yanked
forward, causing her to stumble slightly.
“It isn’t him I plan on killing.” He did not look at her,
though his tone expected her to start begging for her life. It was not what he
had gotten, instead he heard her sigh. Finally, he glared down at her to see
her look back at him with concern. Why did she care what happened to him
anyway? The shaman refused to be pitied.
Voice was soft, fingers shifting on her bundle, “That won’t
get you anything you want you know.”
“What would you know? Did you have someone you loved killed
in front of your eyes?” He snapped as they continued to move, her feet
shuffling to make the walk as slow as possible, steps stumbling as he was
yanked forward every time she drew too far behind. Eyes flicked over towards a
towering spirit lumbering beside him, a bear looking as angry at the world as
the man dragging her.
Eyes grew soft as she knew Hao left a trail of blood on his
path to being king, but she knew more would just worsen things. Fingers
tightened, “I am sorry… but I can’t let you do this.” Her needle tool came out
of the bundle and jammed into his arm, making him yell and release her
shoulder. Taking that chance, she gripped the bundle and swung it as hard as possible
to smash it into the man’s head to knock him out. It was stopped as the bear
created an oversoul onto a thick furred glove with claws, knocking the weapon
from her hands and she heard a crunch as something broke when it landed afar.
Anger soared as he brought the clawed hand back down into
her head, claws tearing into flesh and hair as the force knocked her aside
causing her to shout. Champagne brought a hand to her head, face twisting from
the pain as she forced herself up, hand coming away covered in blood. A dazed
expression as she could see the blurry form of him coming forward to wrap claws
around her throat and lift her, vision was not clearing as she tried to blink
it away.
“I was planning to kill you in front of him, but I will be
just as happy to hand over your dead body!” The lack of oxygen made everything
begin to go dark, cold creeping into her skin as hair began to become soaked
with her blood. Arms hung limp as she had no strength to fight it as all of her
energy was spent on her lungs fighting instinct to try to expand when there was
no way to do so.
Black swallowed colors, ears droning on with slowing pounds
of the heart, nose filled with only the scent of blood and the skin was cold.
It would have been nice to have a good dream, she thought, if this was a final
sleep.
A warmth suddenly surged behind her, and she wondered if
maybe her dream was giving her that final wish before it blanketed her skin and
a sudden movement caused lungs to almost explode as they were finally given
their sustenance. Vision cleared only slightly, mostly in washed out forms
except for the blazing gold one holding her and her mind raced suddenly as she
tried to make out what the dangerously low voice of Hao.
“If … want… ….. rlfrie ……. die …ner” A weak frown as she
tried to work her arms to grab the slender ones that wrapped around her in a
cradle. Muscles were not working well at all and she heard a cry pierce through
the quiet of her muffled head. Panic started to form as she twitched fingers
weakly, warmth growing as the golden glow grew brighter, slight shifts in
movement made her begin to feel nauseated as she could not see what was going
on around her.
The patch girl was determined to stop this before Hao killed
someone out of anger, hands stubbornly refusing to respond. Trembling, she
could feel it as some sensations would return to her from the warmth. The
toting shaman had to have been furious to be acting in such a way, normally
seeing so calm when she was around.
Another yell from the man and she twitched at the sound. It
was time for another angle, and she started to work her throat. It hurt like
hell, but she needed it to cooperate even though she was fairly sure it had
been about crushed. A rasping sound came from the throat, giving hope before
another horrible sound came again. Well,
there was a hope she could be coherent as she forced words once more.
“Stop.”
It sounded almost like a bark, but she could feel the world
stop moving, arms tensing around her as she peered into a mass of brown and
flesh. His lips were moving, but she could not make most of it out once more,
face contorting in slight frustration. So instead she just simply continued to
talk with rasping broken syllables.
“No… More… kill… ing. Peace.” All she could do then was wait
for him to decide.
Evidence of anger was still in his features, holding her
even closer to him before warmth blazed to swallow them up and they seemed to
have been in another entirely different place; his home. Warmth still held her
as she felt some of the pain ebb away. Vision would start to clarify to where
she could see the very furious hurt in the face above her.
It took a moment for her to get her arms to respond as she
raised a hand up to touch his cheek, a tired smile spreading on her features.
The same man capable of reviving some was mending her, even her throat started
to feel better, “Thank you.”
He did not smile in return, body still trembling. Words came
out at a low volume, almost too hard for her to hear, “He was killing you. Yet
you wanted him to live when he should have died. I should have killed him.”
Some of the warmth ebbed as she certainly felt like she
wasn’t nearing death any time soon, although her head still felt odd with the
thick substance drying on it, “You don’t need more blood on your hands.
Mirroring his actions that made you angry would have only made things worse.”
Her body was pulled closer to his, face buried into her
shoulder as he did so, “If you had died before I got there, I would have killed
him without hesitating. Plus, he made you break your things…” The last sentence
made her blink before she started to giggle softly, her face resting against
the side of his head.
“Well the needle and stuff can be replaced unlike people.”
Face turned towards him and she spoke softly, “I appreciate you saving me. I am
pretty sure I wouldn’t want to stop spending time with you and the hundreds of
cats.”
Now he would look towards her, nose touching the tip of
hers, “There are only 73 cats.” The voice was a slight bit pouting though the
tension and trembling went away when she moved forward, lips catching his with
a relieved joy.
The kiss broke and she spoke softly, “So, why was I coming
over with the needle anyway?” Her forehead rested on his, still trying to get
over the breathless feeling she got every time lips touched his.
“I wanted you to give me a tattoo of a cat.” He replied
seriously, making her grin slightly as she held back a laugh. Hands ruffled
thick hair in thought before he distracted with another dizzying kiss, making
her glad that he was still holding her. Arms wrapped snugly around his neck as
she was fairly certain that she was on the path to falling in love with him.
If she had not already.
01 July, 2012
Story Time: Chapter 1 of Kaidia's Princess
Here it is! The first chapter that begins my book that I shall publish one day! Please enjoy!
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Chapter 1
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The world was
at a calm that day, which probably should have given me reason to worry. After all, there was that whole bit I heard
about the calm before a storm and usually such things tended to be
correct. Yet, today I just simply wanted
to lay down on the hill, listen to leaves crunch under my weight, and watch as
the bard beside me strummed his instrument that I never bothered to learn the
name of. It was because I wanted to
enjoy a nice day today with my bard, something that was scarce due to the
assumption that dragons never were meant to mix with humans.
Of course if
that were the case, then it made me wonder as to why we had the ability to take
on a human guise in the first place. In any case, I made a point to never
listen to that particular notion, choosing instead to spend time with him. The
bard, Myde, was very much a honorable man. He strayed away from conflicts
unless someone needed defending, and was very awful at handling any sort of
weaponry. Instead, he was gifted with words and music. A gift to bring about
serenity and order to chaos was a trait I admired most.
This was merely
part of the reason I loved the man sitting alongside of me with his dirty gold
hair sticking in every which way except up and storm cloud eyes that saw into
the hearts of all even my impulsive one. His face was one that could be fierce
with such sharp angles, yet expression always softened this and the rest of the
slim built features. If he had been a warrior, he could have been a tall and
terrifying force that would slip through the smallest openings in a defense.
Instead the said man looked over with a chuckling smile that glowed with joy.
“You know if you keep staring at me like that, you will go
blind.”
I raise a brow
and snort in my very unladylike fashion, “Myde that applies to the sun, not
you. Even if I call you bright, you aren’t blinding my dear musician.” Rolling
over to my side, I prop myself up with my elbow and look at him a little more
closely, glad that he wasn’t indeed the sun or else my eyes would be bleached
out by now.
I could not
help but stare, he was a gentle person with an expression that promoted ease
and relaxation. Silently, I gave a smile
and started to draw myself into a crawling position, slinking up bit by bit
until I was close to his face, pressing lips gently onto his. The song faltered and the instrument was
gently cast aside as calloused fingers took hold of my cheeks. A smile formed
and I drew back after a minute and gave a fierce grin.
Then the proverbial
storm broke through as I could hear a throaty growl in the distance. This
little hill had a backing of trees, while nearly a half a mile away, still would
give good cover for one to spy if they were quiet enough. This spy, it seemed,
was going to be a grump as usual. He always was, though I would have preferred
if he waited a little longer before stalking us.
Things were
never simple. Myde started to frown as eyes flicked over to the source of the
sound as well, “I didn’t realize she sent a chaperone.” Words were sour and a
sigh followed as he drew back from me, arms making movements to grasp the
instrument once more.
It was hard for
him to tolerate the scrutiny of the others, and I would not have blamed him for
leaving with the growing source of violent trouble that had arose in recent
times. Yet, he would still be there at my side, albeit with a frown, but he
loved me just the same. A smile started to pull at my cheeks with a devious
light.
“Well, they can
just watch then. We might as well give them a good show.” I brought a hand to
settle into his hair and my form sank into Myde’s before he could even grab the
wooden object. The bard was pushed into the leaf covered grass as I deepened
the kiss, letting it last precious moments longer before hearing a growl turn
into a disgruntled snarl.
We parted, leaving him with a happily dazed grin while I
was beaming breathlessly. It turned quickly into a fit of giggles on my end as
I took in the situation and the quiet draconic swearing coming from the trees. The
poor man looked at me confused, wondering if he did something wrong. I gave a
breathless kiss on the cheek to reassure him, “It isn’t you I am laughing at,
just Onyx.” He relaxed only slightly.
Reluctance
tugged at me, but I knew I had to deal with the problem soon, so I stood and
adjusted myself thusly, smoothing out the white tunic I chose that day and picking
a leaf off of brown leggings. Bare toes curled happily in the grass as I always
enjoyed the cool texture it provided, “I’ll go have a quick chat with him
awhile. Stay here and keep playing your wonderful music for me, my brave bard.”
Hand rose in an idle wave as he finally seemed to fall into the soothing
actions of playing the string instrument.
Meanwhile, I
took little time in coming to the trees, allowing steps to crunch loudly with
the carpet of leaves growing more dense. I searched for the gold ones I knew I
would find glaring back at me, and eventually I caught a glint from a thick
section of trees. I would stop and cross my arms over my chest.
“You hide and growl like a jealous dog,
Onyx. It does not suit you…” a pause and I gave a cheerfully innocent smile
as I continued in my native tongue, “Well,
it does, but they don’t make dog collars that big.”
A snarl as the
words did their work and his head burst from the trees like a comical head
ornament on a hunter’s wall, teeth bared as he hissed, “I am not jealous of that pathetic thing you keep as a pet.”
Low growls
began at the back of my throat as I did my best to keep myself from losing my
short temper. I blame my dragon half for such, although it could have just been
my father, but there was not many calm dragons to compare with so I usually
just did my best not to ignite the already glowing embers, “You will not speak of Myde
as such High Mage Onyx Vertiga. Else I will be certain to remove valuable
appendages and drop them in the nearest pit of molten lava, do you understand?”
Further he
emerged from the greenery, black scales finally catching the sunlight as he
brought himself to a towering height over myself, almost surpassing the tallest
trees, “I would like to see you try, Lady
Itisha. Your pet will turn on you as all humans do.”
Had I mentioned
I have a very bad temper? I did not appreciate Myde being called a pet, much
less a traitor as I very well knew that he was not. A snarl escaped my lips and
I felt my own vision clarify as the tips of my fingers itched to tear out the
throat of the dark one before me. It was the mere fact of Myde being so near
that I had not leapt forward in the form I held to gouge out an eye.
It would have
been difficult for me to reach anyway, even if I did try to grasp the bony
protrusion from his chin. In this light I could see the long twisted horns
better along with the smaller protrusion of scales that formed a pointed
texture along his head and trailed off like whiskers along the rigid jaw line
of his face. Short narrow spines trailed down the center of his back to the
tail tip, flourishing into an arrow head shape. Even his wing span was massive,
large paper thin flesh stretched out to reveal veins in the attempt to make him
look menacing.
A normal person
would have run away at this tall beast before me. Even some dragons would have begged
for forgiveness for reciting such challenges for the High Mage to accept. Yet,
I was not normal under any standards for I had a streak of stubbornness that
stretched far and wide. No, instead I used every ounce of frustration in me to
anchor myself to the very ground before I did something I would regret.
I was fairly
certain that without a thought, I had already begun to slip into the draconic
form that was requested of me. A mental check and I was certain of it, as teeth
were sharpening and nails were elongated. It was time to reign myself in before
I started tearing my clothes so I spoke plainly, “I ought to make you regret
your words, but as this is the only place I find comfort in with the one person
I find comfort with, I will not. Take your words and terrible mood and go back
to spying for Empress Sapphrin elsewhere. My business is not your own.”
A snarl as head
was lowered almost close enough for me to smack, “You just do not want your pet
to get caught in the crossfire. It is too late. Sapphrin knows of him and you
know very well that anyone other than me would have put a quicker end to him within
his first word to you. Not everyone is afraid to incur your anger or to draw
your blood.” White teeth shone as he rose his head once more with a superior
air before peering to the human who played his music, but not without stealing
curious looks to us.
“Goodness Onyx,
I should feel so grateful to your generosity that I let you insult and belittle
someone in exchange for not giving me a reason to kick your scaled behind.” A
fake cheerful voice escaped my lips before I relaxed slightly, allowing
features to fall into the more comfortable human one, “I will deal with
Sapphrin on my own. Which by the way, I am sure with that look means she has
told you to give me a message.”
He shifted
slightly with a grimace that told me he had wished for me to lose my temper. A
chance to fight me was always welcome in his eyes if he could finally prove
that a full dragon untainted by a lesser blood would easily win over my own
dirtied lineage. While I was confident in my abilities, I was not risking the safety
of anyone else to prove it.
“You are to
return home. Empress Sapphrin is
needed to take care of important matters elsewhere while you take watch over matters
there. Laru is still with Lady Talith, but she will be going with the Empress
on her journey.” A matter-of-fact tone from the beast was enough to make me
sigh. Hand brushed back my silvery bangs before I shrugged in response and
started to quickly walk back over to Myde, “Without the human.”
“Myde comes
with. Sapphrin will not be there. He knows how to take care of Talith just as
much as Laru does. I won’t hear any arguments. In which case tell her I will be
home in a few hours.” I gave a victorious smile as the meaning of my words
caught on and he growled quietly. The few hours were enough to take my good old
time walking home with the bard as well as infuriate the empress further due to
my refusal to fly there. Myde was not fearful of flying, rather enjoying it,
but none-the-less I took my enjoyments where I could slip them in.
A grunt as he
started to hunker down and tension filled his wings, “Fine, I will pass it
along, Lady Itisha.” An abrupt take off followed, his force kicking up dirt and
leaves while causing the trees to sway. A smile played on my lips as I made my
way back to the musician and offered my hand.
“Have to walk
back, apparently Sapphrin has important business to take care of today. Timed
it just to be annoying I am sure… too bad since I was really looking forward to
a good swim.” My arm motioned out towards the water that nestled itself below
the hill and the smile on my lips grew to something playful.
He laughed
softly, worry threaded into his every motion when he took my hand and pulled
himself to his feet, “Maybe next time then. Although, if she is gone, you do
have the spring…” Worries started to fall away while he gently placed the
instrument in the fabric cover and drawstring pulled snug before draping the
thick fabric strap across his chest. A smile lit after he took my hand once
more and we started our walk back together.
It was a
relaxing journey, one that was in stark contrast to the growing violence I have
witnessed in the passing days. Dragons while usually haughty were not supposed
to be looking for trouble, yet I started to see more and more bloodshed as the
empress gave a mere passing glance to those being slain over questions of the
standing the species held in comparison to others. Too many humans were afraid
to call out those dragons for blatantly breaking the truce forged under the claws
of late Emperor Oldim. Something that would have never been allowed had Azrin
still been alive.
I looked back
at those times often, when my father, Azrin, would tell me the stories of when
humans invaded Kaidia to build their homes within our land. A time when dark
magic had been used to enslave our entire species to the wims of a dark mage
and soon the entire culture of people that came with him.
My father’s
mother had been lost to that dark time, breaking Oldim’s spirit until he could
no longer stand the unnecessary violence Azrin and Sapphrin were suffering at
the hands of humans. It was with the help of those who were sympathetic to
their plight that the dragons were able to rebel that led to the warlock’s
death and an uneasy truce formed between the two species. It would stand that
in exchange for our retained freedom that the humans would keep themselves out
of our matters if we protected them from larger threats that promised to wipe
them off of the land.
It had been a
long time ago, before I was born. A long time before I was even conceived by
the human woman Azrin came to love and even soul-bonded with. She was an
adamant soul who bore both my sister and I into this world. A strong woman with
high spiritual power that was only equal to the love she had that kept her at
the side of my father in their final moments. It was the woman I named my
younger sister after in her infancy.
Talith.
A world full of
abhorrence for others flowed easily between dragons, but I knew better and I
made sure to teach her just as well. I was glad that the lessons took, much to
the ire of our father’s sister. It was even more of a blessing to have
befriended the bard alongside of me, having known him since we were both young and
growing into the love we had shared since the first time we met.
A gentle
squeeze of the hand brought me out of my thoughts as I was drawn gently aside
from a tree that was in my path, “Thinking again, Itisha?” Myde would ask
softly with a knowing smile. I returned it with a small nod, giving his hand a
squeeze while we slipped between more trees, giving to loud steps and letting
our presence be known to the inhabitants around us.
“As always,
Myde. Just hoping for a day where people will learn as Talith has that the past
is the past. There are no humans alive that remember the time without the
truce. They only have stories of Oldim while there are dragons who treat them
as though they were the ones who originally inhibited their freedom.” My expression
soured as it always would when returning back home. It was supposed to be a
relaxing day, which more often than not, was ruined by some sort of event
bringing me back to the dark reality that was Kaidia’s problems.
The sudden stop
of his feet caught me off guard as I felt myself being stopped even as inertia
continued to want to draw me forward. Curiously, I peered into the stormy eyes
of the human bard that offered a brilliantly warm smile. Soon, arms encased my
being and distance closed as soft lips pressed into mine, bringing doubts to a
halt. A beat before he withdrew and the glowing smile continued, “You can do it
one being at a time my beautiful dragon. After all, today Onyx didn’t even try
to claw my back off. I find that is an improvement.”
I winced at the
memory before pressing a kiss to his nose, “I am not sure if he is really
acting better or if he just wants to avoid he fury of the pocket dragon from
chewing on his neck again. He was especially grumpy today.” He would laugh,
giving me a squeeze as we both stood amongst the plant life. Finally, he
released me and laced nimble digits into mine before he continued to walk once
more.
“What nicknames
did he have for me today?”
“Oh, less
nicknames and more describing. You are still my pet, though a pathetic one in
his eyes.” I offered, omitting the bit about betrayal as it just would have
upset him. The rest of it rolled off of his back as he continued his laughter
despite.
“Hmm, I wouldn’t
mind being your pet so long as you promise treats.” All was said with a smile
that clouded his eyes in such a way that drew my thoughts off track. A scheming
grin was in response as I rose my free hand to pluck a leaf from his mane,
twirling the crumbling object thoughtfully as though deciding on my next words.
Although, I
already knew what I wanted to say, “Maybe, if you behave you will get plenty of
treats. Just make sure you don’t wake anyone up.” My tongue stuck out playfully
and hands flicked the bare stem into the air, “But first, we have to deal with
the hoard of grumpy nobles, family members, and anyone with scales who will
likely want to eat you for a pre-flight snack.”
An all too
human laugh broke out between us, bringing an ease onto me that would be lost
on my being without his continued existence. Conversation burned time away far
too quickly and soon we would see the grey stone castle in the distance. I
sighed in apprehension, hand gripping his tightly as I could see a dragon
taking off from a tower of the building.
Things would be
alright, as he reminded me often. How much I wished that he would have been
right.
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