Love is Beautiful

From the first moment I knew,
was when my heart finally grew.
The warmth that I felt,
was because you lit a fire in my heart.

The first time I saw you bounce
on that little black and white screen.
The little feet
the little legs.

Your were thriving inside of me.

We love you dearly,
your Daddy and I.
When I see you sleeping,
I always want to cry.

You bring such happiness to my heart,
you filled my life full of joy.
After I met your daddy,
He helped me fill another void.

I am proud to be your mommy,
I am proud that you are my son.
You are my baby.
You are my angel.

You are my special little one.

Love is beautiful,
and so are you.
Love created this baby,
and we created you.


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I saw a post of Erin's commercial and I spent all day playing with my little guy. That video has me in happy tears because I am so happy to be a mommy. I am so blessed to have my husband, Cory, at my side and for him to support us and work his hardest so we are happy.

I love them both and I could never imagine a world without them, or else I would die.

You both are amazing! Thank you for lighting up my life!

Love from the Mommy and Wife

--- Tamara Natasha Connatser <3 <3 <3

*Poke Poke*

I made it. I am proud.

Will keep building it up as I go.

Here is the link!

BAM!

Click that. DO EEET!

I argued with my computer for half an hour over than banner. xD

Appreciate it. :P

Anyway, I am gonna go and play with dragons now. HAVE FUN!

Gods Damn it Facebook, give me my Game

Yea, I want my game. xD

I have been playing Dragons of Atlantis pretty much solely for the past month roughly. It updated now it has an error. THANK YOU. So now I can't play it and raise my cute dragon. *sniff sniff*

Stupid glitches.

Rawr rawr. Growl.

And my mind now won't let me sleep. The wonderful world of roleplay has my mind thinking again and plotting for writings. Whoops. xD

I may also be starting a new blog, with a different email to keep it all seperate. Going to /attempt/ a design blog. Hah. Right.

If my art cooperates. :) I do have help though, with a lovely computer Digi Pro tablet that my friend gave me. It is effin amazing.

I love it.

But not as much as my husband and son.

But I do love that tablet. :D

So enjoy. Read. Look forward to Draconic Professionalism, coming to a blog near you.

Well my mood WAS good...

But I will try not to let that bother me. But seriously, what the hell kind of person does that shit? ;_; To the bottomless pit of rabbit dung in my block list you go! TAKE THAT YOU IDIOT!

...

Yea... apparently I used to date a closet psycho. Thank gods I got out of that relationship. Well at least I know what part of my history I would want to erase.

Regardless though, whatever happened in my life, it led me to the most AMAZING man ever. I have the most AMAZING baby ever.

So I suppose I have to thank his sorry ass for letting me see what I really deserved was not a whiny, bratty, immature, posing idiot.

But a REAL man who knows how to take care of a woman, make her feel loved and treat her in a way that makes her HAPPY to be married with him.

Soooo.... in other news... while Blogger was down I drew a couple of rough sketches for a tattoo for the awesome Erin and I hope to gods when I make the good version I can still manage to draw a clover. If I have to I will trace-transfer it over. xD

I also managed to finished a drawing of Owen, Cory, and I. I was super happy with that. Cory looks short with the pose I have him in, but hey at least he doesn't look effeminate. xD I was pretty damn proud of that. Har har.

Let's hope I can keep the artistic ball rolling. Maybe I can do freelance design for people (like tattoos and what not) and make a bit of money that way somehow.

Would be nice. And would keep me in damn high spirits after that little comment show I saw today. Twas upsetting.

ANYWAY, I NEED SOME HUGS AND TO SHOW OFF MY ART!

ENJOY!!

Literature and the Heart ♥

So I went to my friend's literary journal party (GO ERIN!) and I was silly and even shook my son's baby rattle that snuck into my purse.

Yes, he was going to be there somehow. :)

She wrote awesomely, and I kept getting asked if I had anything in the journal, which sadly I did not. If I was in school then yea probably, but no, not this year. One day I will get back to school. One day.

So yea... in commemoration of that, I wanted to post up a poem I had on my phone that I wrote when I met my husband, Cory. :)

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Too long my heart laid in wait,
Yet it was not too soon that I found you.

As back then your heart had song,
Gentle whispers to your eyes.

Let it be known if you are lost,
I will guide you with my wings.

If your shadows cause you pain,
I will qualm them with my roar.

You only need to but whisper,
and I will share with you my heart.

Never will the gods split us,
for they would tremble at my fury.

Never will they succeed,
For our bonds of passion too great.

Know that now and forever,
I give to you fully of what
heart I can give.

Know that now and forever,
I will love you forever,
Always,

and beyond Time's End.

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And now, the awesome face I got when I got home! :D


He makes me so flipping happy!!!

I am a very lucky Mommy indeed. <3 And a lucky Wife! AND A LUCKY FRIEND!!! :D