My brain hurts. Migraines really really SUCK. Mine apparently refuses to go away. *sad face*
I feel like crawling into a small hole and staying there. The radio is making it worse... and if I turn it off she will have a giant hissy fit from hell because "OMG IT MUST ALWAYS BE ON"
I will gladly stick a fork into her brain and twist it a little bit. That is a fraction of this migraine... after I shoot out the lightbulbs of the light that is on in the other room... and right in my line of site. RAWR.
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Meanwhile... moving good. I cannot wait to get everything settled! I want everything to work out... after I get my other issues settled with. I don't want to fight tooth and nail for it anymore, but I have to.
I just feel so gosh darn tired. Tired of trying to convince nearly everyone that yes, I am constantly in a state of pain. That yes, I have had this pain since I was 9 years old. and that YES I can still be cheerful and miserable at the same time. Acting cheerful helps me cope with it, helps me not turn into a goddamn ball of tears in the middle of driving because my entire spine feels like someone is prodding forks into it because all my muscles and joints hurt.
Anyway, reading books is fun. Hope a friend shows up online. Roleplaying is distracting and helps me stay in a good mood. Welp imma go so take care everyone! *waves*
*gives cake and poofs*
Thoughts that go PLORP through my mind on occasion.
30 July, 2011
27 July, 2011
Doo dee doo
Taking a break from driving my car all over the gosh darn place. Enjoyed the rain too. It was wonderful to see and feel the rain again. *glee glee*
Meanwhile, Imma waiting for my new phone still. I want it so I can have a working phone again ;_; You know how frustrating it is to have a phone that types on its own and opens up apps? xD
I think I have thrown it about 100 times now into pillows because it has pissed me off so much.
Aaaanyway probably ought to check the mail again. Fed Ex ships at weird times. >_<
MOO! *poofs*
Meanwhile, Imma waiting for my new phone still. I want it so I can have a working phone again ;_; You know how frustrating it is to have a phone that types on its own and opens up apps? xD
I think I have thrown it about 100 times now into pillows because it has pissed me off so much.
Aaaanyway probably ought to check the mail again. Fed Ex ships at weird times. >_<
MOO! *poofs*
22 July, 2011
TURN THE DAMN SUN DOWN
I am melting. Trying to keep Owen and I hydrated. And I made a silly story. READ.
o yesterday I was walking to the store on the corner of Jupiter and Saturn and this giant marshmellow zoomed past me and smashed into the watermellon that was parked outside of the Cathullu store. Well all the critters broke loose and started to steal the NYAN-Flags from them to make a GIANT parachute and fly over towards Canada to pick up some maple ranch. We all took a journey to the wise old Penguin God to stop the Nyan-thulu army from erradicating all of the platypi living in Egypt. The only thing that would defeat them was the Titanium Spork of SWOON! The great general Owensaur led his troops up the mountain of babe and achieved his goal to retrieve the weapon he needed to stop the tyranny and after words everyone celebrated with some Steak-flavored Cupcakes.
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Yea the heat is making me crazy. xD ENJOY!
o yesterday I was walking to the store on the corner of Jupiter and Saturn and this giant marshmellow zoomed past me and smashed into the watermellon that was parked outside of the Cathullu store. Well all the critters broke loose and started to steal the NYAN-Flags from them to make a GIANT parachute and fly over towards Canada to pick up some maple ranch. We all took a journey to the wise old Penguin God to stop the Nyan-thulu army from erradicating all of the platypi living in Egypt. The only thing that would defeat them was the Titanium Spork of SWOON! The great general Owensaur led his troops up the mountain of babe and achieved his goal to retrieve the weapon he needed to stop the tyranny and after words everyone celebrated with some Steak-flavored Cupcakes.
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Yea the heat is making me crazy. xD ENJOY!
16 July, 2011
I am not a Stalker I Promise
I just find interest in everything people write. I am strange like that... and since I am always thinking, I almost always have something to say. My brain does not shut off. I dream story plots on a regular basis. Amongst other things that would indicate drug abuse if I actually used drugs. xD
So soon I should be out of this terrible place. It would be a nice change if everything works out. Well... the house here isn;t awful but there is a particularly crazy person here that needs examined a tid bit because she goes from being okay with me to wanting me out of the house forever. I swear it she is nuts.
And if she unleashes a flea bomb in here while Owen is still living here. I will stuff one in her ear >_> She does not realize the precautions you need to take with that stuff. I do not feel like being poisioned thank you.
ANYWAY...
Finally watching Blood + with the hubby. Which makes me all happy inside. I am totally dressing Cory up as Hagi and I will be Saya. Probably will dress as the Saya from when Hagi was a human. She has long pretty hair then :D (Unless I dress as Diva and keep the blue roses... and since we have a baby the logic totally works! xD We can say it is a fan-fic pairing! bwahahahahah! Yea Imma dork)
And sad day, the heat made the fluid in my swiffer wet-jet all dried up. *sniff sniff* So I had to make a solution and sprayed the floor and cleaned it. Ah well, will have to get more!
So soon I should be out of this terrible place. It would be a nice change if everything works out. Well... the house here isn;t awful but there is a particularly crazy person here that needs examined a tid bit because she goes from being okay with me to wanting me out of the house forever. I swear it she is nuts.
And if she unleashes a flea bomb in here while Owen is still living here. I will stuff one in her ear >_> She does not realize the precautions you need to take with that stuff. I do not feel like being poisioned thank you.
ANYWAY...
Finally watching Blood + with the hubby. Which makes me all happy inside. I am totally dressing Cory up as Hagi and I will be Saya. Probably will dress as the Saya from when Hagi was a human. She has long pretty hair then :D (Unless I dress as Diva and keep the blue roses... and since we have a baby the logic totally works! xD We can say it is a fan-fic pairing! bwahahahahah! Yea Imma dork)
And sad day, the heat made the fluid in my swiffer wet-jet all dried up. *sniff sniff* So I had to make a solution and sprayed the floor and cleaned it. Ah well, will have to get more!
14 July, 2011
Frahlahlah
Hoping my disability goes through okay. It will be nice to be able to help financially and take a load off of Cory's shoulders. Will also help if we decide to finally get out of here before I am convicted of murder xD Some days... some people... oie xD
In other news, Owen will be 1 soon! August 26th is the day!! It will be super hero themed! :) So guests, pick a hero or become one! :)
Owen is Super Scrunch and I am pirate duck mommy. Daddy is Swordsman Daddy. It shall be epic!
Going to make the invites soon with the computer if my printer decided to like me xD Or at least make the cards outside and write inside :)
Welp, game time! Dragons wheee!!
In other news, Owen will be 1 soon! August 26th is the day!! It will be super hero themed! :) So guests, pick a hero or become one! :)
Owen is Super Scrunch and I am pirate duck mommy. Daddy is Swordsman Daddy. It shall be epic!
Going to make the invites soon with the computer if my printer decided to like me xD Or at least make the cards outside and write inside :)
Welp, game time! Dragons wheee!!
11 July, 2011
Skull Print Wings Taxi Service
... if I do not like you, I will use your skull for decoration!
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So yea, I have been exhausted lately. Been cleaning a butt ton, been trying to be a good girl for Cory's mental sake since he has been working his tail off for us since the day I met him. He needs a break from all the stress, so I have been biting the bullet persay and trying not to argue with people.
Which is about as dangerous as me cleaning. Because then eventually I will snap at everything. So my wonderful friends have been privy to my paragraphs upon paragraphs of yelling about people. xD
Thank you guys, really!
Also, I want to paint my car a nice black-green color. (Basically I want to start arguments now... "It's Black!" "No, it's dark green!!"
And then basically decorate it like my banner a bit and make little skull fairies all over it. xD Because I can, and it would be uber fun!
And I think Cafe Press is in need of some personal Skull Print Wings and Draconic Professionalism stuff. Especially the latter because I really really want to start this business thing up. If I can do that, I would be so thrilled!
It would enable me to help out here and dabble in the thing I love almost as much as my family: ART :D
And writing :)
Well, off to cuddle baby and play games!
-- Anaia
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So yea, I have been exhausted lately. Been cleaning a butt ton, been trying to be a good girl for Cory's mental sake since he has been working his tail off for us since the day I met him. He needs a break from all the stress, so I have been biting the bullet persay and trying not to argue with people.
Which is about as dangerous as me cleaning. Because then eventually I will snap at everything. So my wonderful friends have been privy to my paragraphs upon paragraphs of yelling about people. xD
Thank you guys, really!
Also, I want to paint my car a nice black-green color. (Basically I want to start arguments now... "It's Black!" "No, it's dark green!!"
And then basically decorate it like my banner a bit and make little skull fairies all over it. xD Because I can, and it would be uber fun!
And I think Cafe Press is in need of some personal Skull Print Wings and Draconic Professionalism stuff. Especially the latter because I really really want to start this business thing up. If I can do that, I would be so thrilled!
It would enable me to help out here and dabble in the thing I love almost as much as my family: ART :D
And writing :)
Well, off to cuddle baby and play games!
-- Anaia
08 July, 2011
I need some Lavender
So imma gonna make a hit list. And those people will become fertilizer for my beautiful flower garden.
They will help grow the Lavender I wanna steal from a friend's friend's garden. xD That stuff is impossible to find! No seeds or live plants ANYWHERE!!! I just want at least one bush growing alongside my house.
Calm everyone the hell down and scare off any fleas that may possibly approach. xD
And make local cats high as kites. xD
And now a word from the Super Scrunch!!
yvyu t ujfugretihkyety urytwiu9076t6fglj kmgiyfdioiggggh
Thank you, you all have been lovely!
And Erin YOU ARE SPECTACULAR!!!
They will help grow the Lavender I wanna steal from a friend's friend's garden. xD That stuff is impossible to find! No seeds or live plants ANYWHERE!!! I just want at least one bush growing alongside my house.
Calm everyone the hell down and scare off any fleas that may possibly approach. xD
And make local cats high as kites. xD
And now a word from the Super Scrunch!!
yvyu t ujfugretihkyety urytwiu9076t6fglj kmgiyfdioiggggh
Thank you, you all have been lovely!
And Erin YOU ARE SPECTACULAR!!!
06 July, 2011
Story Time!! -- The Search for Extraordinary
So I got bored. Erin mentioned about taking time to write. I realized that this summer my writing has suffered due to it's lack of happening.
RP has been lacking sadly, been so busy!
So I sat down and wrote out a sort of intro to a prospective story! :)
Enjoy! (This is a rough draft so yea... xD)
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Begin with the ending. The term sounded so redundant in my mind. After all I had witnessed, and dealt with over the years... I realized that it was a overused concept. All of the hand-written tombs that I had discovered over the years, they started with something dramatic.
The hero always had a problem, usually poverty. If the hero was lucky, by the time they started this story, they would be rich as all bloody hell. So everything was a flash back that led up to that point.
Of course, this is after they have already lost every meager thing they already owned. Fires, a war, or someone died. Or all of the above. You apparently cannot start a good story unless someone dramatically kicks the bucket after all.
There is hardly a story starting out with someone more or less normal. Everyone in their family is alive. They get along with them like any family gets along. The occasional fights, the rambunctiousness of children, and the need to eat, clean, and work.
No one is sick, dieing, or in any impending doom. The main character just wants something extroidinary. Something to bring back home and tell everyone of their adventure. To tell their children someday.
You hardly ever see an adventure like that anymore, and if there were any, no one ever hears of them.
No one wants to connect with that person who is more or less just like them. They want to either aspire to be them, or be able to say, "At least my life isn't like that."
I would like my life to be like that... to start out as something perfectly normal, and not have to grace the pages of a story about all of the terrors, trials, and tribulations I have endured. To show my story of lives lost, love fought for, and riches gained in some terrible war.
Yet here I am, writing it all down because of something so simple caused a terrible destruction to lay in my wake. My story is the one that was the search for extraordinary.
RP has been lacking sadly, been so busy!
So I sat down and wrote out a sort of intro to a prospective story! :)
Enjoy! (This is a rough draft so yea... xD)
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Begin with the ending. The term sounded so redundant in my mind. After all I had witnessed, and dealt with over the years... I realized that it was a overused concept. All of the hand-written tombs that I had discovered over the years, they started with something dramatic.
The hero always had a problem, usually poverty. If the hero was lucky, by the time they started this story, they would be rich as all bloody hell. So everything was a flash back that led up to that point.
Of course, this is after they have already lost every meager thing they already owned. Fires, a war, or someone died. Or all of the above. You apparently cannot start a good story unless someone dramatically kicks the bucket after all.
There is hardly a story starting out with someone more or less normal. Everyone in their family is alive. They get along with them like any family gets along. The occasional fights, the rambunctiousness of children, and the need to eat, clean, and work.
No one is sick, dieing, or in any impending doom. The main character just wants something extroidinary. Something to bring back home and tell everyone of their adventure. To tell their children someday.
You hardly ever see an adventure like that anymore, and if there were any, no one ever hears of them.
No one wants to connect with that person who is more or less just like them. They want to either aspire to be them, or be able to say, "At least my life isn't like that."
I would like my life to be like that... to start out as something perfectly normal, and not have to grace the pages of a story about all of the terrors, trials, and tribulations I have endured. To show my story of lives lost, love fought for, and riches gained in some terrible war.
Yet here I am, writing it all down because of something so simple caused a terrible destruction to lay in my wake. My story is the one that was the search for extraordinary.
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